The painful lump in my left breast, and my decision not to have it treated with allopathic medicine.
Using the holistic path to heal myself.
Around late January 2021 I discovered as I lay down to sleep that my left breast hurt and upon further investigation discovered a hard painful lump in the centre, rising from the base of the breast up to the nipple. I was shocked at its size and that I had not noticed it before.
My first thought was whether to book myself in to see my GP and have it checked. To be honest I was also worried that it would be diagnosed as a tumour and being of anxious disposition, felt that waiting for a diagnosis would be akin to waiting for a death sentence, especially at a time when the hospitals and NHS were all so oversubscribed.
So as I did a few years earlier with the lump on my right breast (this present lump was different which was more worrying for me), I decided that I would work with my own self-healing with Angelic Reiki and sound, and also my trusty homeopath, who helped me with my previous lump on the right breast.
At this time, my left elbow, then shoulder and whole arm began to hurt and I started to see my friend who is an osteopath weekly as I could not sleep with the nerve pain without pain killers. My osteopath is also a cranial sacral specialist and works with accupressure. She would ask me as she worked with my body whether any thoughts and feelings arose and there was certainly a lot of stuck old thoughts and emotions which came out at this time.
I gave myself six months to clear the lump and if it did not imporve by 100% I would then book an appointment with my doctor and subject myself to the scrutiny of strangers. I did not tell anyone else about this besides my homeopath and my osteopath. I felt that dealing with my own fear was enough for me at this time.
In short, just after two months of homeopathy, osteopathy and self-healing with Angelic Reiki, the large lump disappeared and my breast returned to its old cup size and shape!
This route was my decision, I wanted to be responsible for my own healing and to research and choose the therapies which I intuitively believed would help me with this.
With the lump in my right breast, it took seven months and I worked with the same homeopath, with my own self-healing and also with a sound healer.
All disease arises from our disconnection from our souls.
We forget who we are and that we are immensely powerful.
Disconnection affects how we think and feel about ourselves and our place and role in this world and the universe too.
The subconscious contains so many of these thoughts and feelings that we are hardly conscious about the constant inner talk which goes on in the background and how this materialises in our bodies, usually in a detrimental way. I certainly found this out with the cathartic releases with my osteopath and the changes in my thoughts and feelings with the homeopathy and the daily self-healing sessions. And my body responded.
Even though I really respect doctors and the medical path, and I believe they do their utmost best for everyone, they do not receive training in the larger picture, in our emotional and mental aspects and how these affect and cause discomfort and diseases in our bodies. Certainly the spiritual is not part of the allopathic route either. It does not tackle the actual cause but the symptoms caused by the root of the matter.
I wanted to share this experience as a means of hope and to encourage everyone to dig further into their own path and journey to wholeness. It is so important to research what can help you besides the allopathic route, or even to receive complementary and alternative therapies alongside medical treatment. Sometimes we need a mixture of surgery and energy work to fully heal.
My sessions with you will help you to reconnect with your soul which is where the true healing occurs. But it is the decision and intention to do so which sets us on the path of return to self. And the will power to keep going, to keep striving to do this: it is not a one off miracle though sometimes it can be!
Our lives require our constant attention and intention to thrive and to create from the heart.
Reconnection to our souls begins the journey to healing, even if it means death as I believe it is just a portal to another way of being. We are infinite, only the body returns to the Earth.
So please take an active part in your healing, whichever route you take: question everything and every step, check in with your intuition, change direction if needed as this is your body and your life!
Take charge of it and be the powerful divine human being that you are and do not judge yourself for being ill or having any sort of disease diagnosis. It is all a journey and an experience. How it runs and completes is up to you. What you choose in terms of treatments is also up to you.
Love heals everything, reconnection to our soul brings us back to unconditional love and acceptance.
My love to you in your journey, may it be bright and may you thrive!
"For every perceived problem, there is a solution"
I would like to share my blog which came through as words in my mind last Friday, I wish I had grabbed my phone and spoken them out as it has taken some time to recollect them and to present them in a way which is congruent with the original words and vibration. I have added some of my own views in Itallics.
The writing may seem weird but I think we have to remember that we are all here as Spirit having a human experience, finding our way back to remembering that we are indeed Spirit and Divine.
The words in Italics are my views, the others come from the Angelic Kingdom of Light.
For all actions which seem to take you away from your soul connection, from your Divine vibration, there are actions available which help you to return and reconnect to your soul.
I believe that Nature has remedies for every ailment be it physical, emotional, mental or spiritual. Look at the flower remedies, herbs and plant medicines, crystal elixirs too and how Forest Bathing, a term and definition coined by Japanese scientists help us to come back into equilibrium with ourselves and how this can affect our health.
All form materialises through the Archetypal Forces of Creation: Angels/Angles. All these actions can be viewed by yourselves as destructive or creative: it depends on your own perception.
For example, the idea or the theory that there are Black Holes in the centres of Galaxies and these are constantly sucking matter into them, constant destruction here.
Now scientists believe they are portals into other galaxies or universes. This has come from a change in our perception of what is possible and directly linked to our consciousness and openness to these views as a collective.
When there is a “new” intention, or new human inventions, at some level there are always angelic forces involved.
This is true for any intention, even if it comes from a desire to control and manipulate or if it comes from love.
The intentions may also be interpreted as dastardly and evil or loving and benevolent. This is again your perception.
Of course there are and can be consequences across all space and time of these intentions.
For every creation, be it in your perception that it is a flaw or a problem to you, be assured that there is always a solution. Where there is will and intention, we as the hands of the Divine are the programmes which move it into materialisation. Even if you perceive it as good or evil.
We do not judge, we merely serve as the Hands of the Divine in our capacity as archetypal energies of creation.
The angels you call upon for support and guidance are the Angels who serve in this capacity. These are the Angels assigned for this purpose by Source.
The Angels who are involved in what you view as destruction, control or manipulation, these are also assigned by Source.
This Universe is a great platform for all types of intention and creation.
Other universes may be governed by different Laws pertinent to their own creation, intention and evolution.
Other Universes will have their own orders of Angels or Archetypal Energies of Creation which you may perceive differently: they may seem violent and destructive or chaotic, with no logic, but that may be the intention for that Universe.
Source is so vast, it is impossible to describe in words. You may touch this part of yourself as you are Divine too and hold Source within you, your Monad, your High Self, your Soul, through meditation, through any discipline or joyful action which helps you to connect to your Self.
Love is the path to remembrance, love is the key to transformation and change.
As Love as a vibration reaches higher octaves, it changes into Enlightenment, Joy, Bliss, Ecstasy and further octaves which you do not have words for at present. As you experience greater Love, your consciousness will have more words to describe these levels of Love. All is evolving.
We are here for you, call upon us when you need us.
The Angelic Kingdom Of Light
Channeled by Ananda 28th May 2021.
Intention is Key
Intention is key.
Your body is a portal for your Soul to enter this realm
And to create in this realm.
It is your Soul’s temple on Earth.
If is through your temple, your body, that you access your Soul
And all the energies and aspects
Of your Divine vibration.
This is what Soul is: you as your Divine Vibration
So work with and through your body, never leave it behind
Until it is time for you to move back to Spirit,
That which you call death
That which We call return, you know it is true.
Back to the truth of everything that ever was, is and will be
The Divine Vibration, at once creator and creation
Always encircling and dancing with and within each other
Reconnection with Gentleness
This morning, gentleness whispered in my ear:
It has been a long time
Since you have walked with me
Amongst the soft clouds of
Your self and allowed
Dreams from afar to arise
Softness like a fairy’s wing
Brushed against my cheek
The strains of a melodious tune
Encircle me and
They go deep within my heart
Unravelling the chains
Unknotting old pain
Becoming free again
Inviting the pleasures of
Swimming in the deep seas
Of me, this could be fun!
Playfulness, as soft as silk
And as wondrous as fur
What more can I ask for
Can there be even more
Wonder and joy
As I discover a lost garden
A hidden pool and
My real face.
Meditation: the Last Breath
I have been called to record this guided meditation by the Archangel Metatron to help us to navigate death in a calm and centred way.
You might think that this is a terribly morbid thing to do, but on Monday the 30th March, it seemed to me that the basis of many peoples' fears is because of death: Fear of catching an illness (coronavirus in this case) possibly leading to death.
Our root and core has been shaken by the forced lockdown and quarantines that we find ourselves in.
In times like this, we can ask ourselves: what is the worse thing that can happen? And I find that eventually the answer is: I could die.
Last month's blog was about death and what happens when our loved ones die and it was channeled.
April finds me pushing against my comfort zone once again by recording this simple meditation to share with you and anyone else you feel this might be helpful, again channeled.
It is actually a very simple meditation and some of my Angelic Reiki family will recognise the Antakarana, which is the tube of light which connects us in this incarnation to our Monad and Soul and also the journey as it has been part of the attunements. It is simplified as we are able to do it in this way now.
The Antakarana connects us to Source and to the web of our consciousness which surfs other dimensions too.
So it is with great humility that I present this gift from Metatron to you, that you may use it as often as possible, to help you when your time comes to take your final breath and may it be in the most love filled of situations, surrounded and supported by your Earth and Light Family, after having lived a long, healthy, wealthy and wise life, the final of incarnations! The completion of all karma and the release from the wheel of reincarnation!
It is a practice, a map you can use to navigate your journey out of your body so that your journey home is the most beautiful, loving and graceful process!
Please CLICK HERE to acccess the link to listen to and download the MP3.
I am currently holding a free 10am daily meditation (this week including short gong baths with a card reading to ascertain the intention for the day) on my Facebook page and also downloaded onto my YouTube channel. Please do join me if you feel you need some support throughout this time.
If you would like to book a session, we can do so over Skype, but all workshops are cancelled for the time being.
I hope that this month will give you the most perfect gift of love and awareness!
lots of love
The first of guest blogs on AnandaStarangel.com with Rae Calnan: www.radiantangelenergy.co.uk. Please scroll down for Rae's article
Thank you for taking the time to read this!
I originally wanted to write this blog about death and dying and what to do to help the ones who have passed on who in our opinion may require some help. (See my October 2019 Blog Post)
However, after a short walk to clear my mind, I realised that the Angels had something to say about it and here is what came through:
Perceive everything as streams of consciousness, light, colours, beautiful sound like a symphony, all existing beyond all time and space as you understand it, all perfect. When we see all sentient and non-sentient beings, we see an infinite web of light and pulse, interconnected, One. This web reaches into all matter, into the rocks and crystals of your planet and also into all the atoms and dark matter of space. It is endless and crosses into the realms of non-form.
Whatever state you are in, be it spirit or incarnate in a body, you are still consciousness, Divine Consciousness.
When your consciousness leaves your body, it searches to travel along your web to move into higher states so that you can decide what else you want to do. You may decide to engage in further learning to understand the choices you made in the previous life, you may work with the Angels in other capacities or you may require what you call healing.
All this depends on the state of your mind and consciousness when you leave your body.
Despair, anger, desire and other emotions which form from attachments to your life just passed can interrupt your journey along the web towards the goal all consciousness just freed from their incarnation want to arrive at: the Soul Family.
The attachments are of a vibration much lower than that which is required for the journey through the dimensions above the one which you resided during your incarnation on Earth. There is no focus on the goal which is the return of the consciousness to the Soul Family.
When the focus is the return to the Soul Family, the consciousness travels effortlessly along the lines of its web and reaches the appropriate dimension and there is a joyful reunion, healing and learning too if necessary.
Throughout this time, your Angel guides and the Ascended Ones and even your Earth family deceased before you surround you and whisper for you to be still, to connect to your Soul and to follow the path in front of you.
However, if there are attachments, the consciousness is unable to perceive their Spirit guides and ancestors easily, they cannot perceive the path or the light which beckons them: it is as if there is a mist and the way is hidden.
The consciousness gets lost in its construct of its attachments as out of material form, creating at this level is instantaneous, creating the illusion that what the consciousness is experiencing is truly real, but it is not: it is merely a construct of the mind. This mind is not focused on Soul and Spirit.
It is weighed down by its attachment to the material realm and cannot travel to the Soul Family.
There have been many gifts given to the cultures of Earth over the millennia: this gift is the path of the consciousness towards home, devoid of attachment. Instead, focus like diamond light toward the Soul Family. And I believe that this channel has some of these teachings we have gifted to you to share.
Know that your Soul Family and the Angelic Kingdom of Light are always with you.
We love and hold you in the highest esteem for your light shining here to all on Earth.
We have seen many of you reaching your Soul Families and rejoice!
We have seen many of you caught in the game of illusion and still we speak to you and know that you will reach your Soul Family.
I know that you can hone your focus through the art of meditation to train your consciousness to travel the web to your family.
We know that you will all eventually reach your Soul Families, the journey is in itself a learning, so do not be anxious or despair for your loved ones who may have passed tragically or suddenly or for your future self when the time arrives.
We will never leave you, we are always with you and always will be with you.
Articles which may be of interest:
Kevin Core, the co-founder of Angelic Reiki and you can access it on: https://angelicreikiinternational.com/death-and-dying-a-spiritual-perspective/
I also found a good article on how to help someone die in a beautiful, loving way:
How to help the ones who have passed in a tragic way:
Will I Ever Meet My Departed Loved One Again, by Rae Calnan
This is a question I think most of us have asked at some point in our lives when someone close to us has passed away and we are missing them so much.
Going to see a medium or visit a spiritualist church are good ways of connecting with that person and a good medium will tell you what they are saying, but what if you wanted to connect with them directly, this is where Future Life Progression (FLP) can come in.
Future life Progression is a way of taking you into a relaxed state, like a waking dream where your subconscious comes into play and you connect to the universal energies of all possibilities and get to experience/see your future life in 5, 10, 100 years or more to gain knowledge to bring back to your present to help you achieve your goals.
But how can this help me meet and connect with a loved one you may ask, surely I can’t contact the dead like mediums or those with a gift have?
By going into a future lifetime with FLP you are in a relaxed state that allows the right side of your brain to come into play where you don’t question what is happening but accept what your subconscious is trying to tell you which makes it easier for departed loved ones to connect with you. Because it is in the future you are more open and relaxed to meeting up with your departed loved one then if you were trying to meet up with them now whilst your emotions are still raw or recent, as humans we find it easier to connect with and see the future than with the present.
Whilst in a future lifetime you may see that person, hear that person, feel that person or just know that they are with you. They may look the same as they did when you knew them or you both may look different but still have the same energy as this lifetime and recognise each other instantly. You can ask them questions about the present or future, explore your life together in the future or just spend time with them enjoying each other’s company. You are given time to do this and if you never got a chance to say goodbye or say what you wanted them to hear than this will give you the opportunity to do this but you may find that it’s not goodbye but adieu until you meet again and words are just not needed.
People I have taken into the future to meet a departed loved one have come back to the present feeling calmer, more present, still feel loved and have the validation that they will see and connect with the person they have lost in the future.
Rae Caroline Calnan founder of Radiant Angel Energy who uses Future Life Progression, Past Life Regression, Angelic Reiki, Meditation, Angel Cards and Hypnosis to help those at a crossroads in their lives heal Their Past, create Their Future, Transform Their Present so that they can take charge of their Destiny.
Ananda is a crystal-crazy therapist, an